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I feel like I got a good wallop! Not many people have seen this picture, but you're all my friends, right? There is the small fact that this is a public blog, but oh well, what do I have to hide?! LOL! This is a picture of me at about 6am Sunday morning after a string of long difficult days!
See!!?? I'm just as normal as the rest of you :) I can look normal...sometimes...but often it's just an act! So when you meet me in person, I will probably look more like this:
This is me (in the black and blue, second from the left!) with some other 22q moms during a pre-conference social the night before the 22q conference at Nationwide Children's Hospital kicked off. This was one of the long nights of the past week, this particular night I didn't get home until 11pm, yet I had to leave the house a little after 6am the next day to get to the conference!
The conference was a wonderful opportunity to get the latest research on 22q, but since I attended the Cincinnati conference just last month, I had heard much of the information already. Thank goodness I had, because it had been such an exhausting week!
Earlier in the week consisted of some difficult overnight babysitting for a friend's medically complicated son, a very long and emotionally taxing Neurology appointment for Connor, a school picnic for Ian, a newspaper interview and photo session, some volunteer time with A Kid Again (a local group for children with life threatening illnesses), gymnastics for Connor, and then--just for fun--Gavin started throwing up on Thursday. Ack!! Then the conference social Friday, the conference itself on Saturday, and then Sunday. Oh Sunday...usually my day of rest, but not this week!! Sunday we spent the entire day at Kings Island, an amusement park near us that was hosting a fundraising event for A Kid Again.
Here are my 3 boys and Connor's best friend at the fundraising event this weekend!
I'm ending this week at X-6lbs.
Considering this is week 3, that's not bad! But considering I was as low as X-7.2, I won't lie, I'm frustrated! But at the same time, I know that I can't expect weight to just drop off without me having to work for it. Overall I'm doing better with diet than I was previously (especially this summer!) but I'm not getting as many workouts in as I'd like to. I also have been tracking my sleep and realizing that it's way too variable. The best way to get a body to adjust to a new metabolism to encourage weight loss is to get stabilize everything possible. That means as close as possible to the same number of calories, the same nutrients, the same calories burned, and the same hours slept. Yeah...that's not happening!
So my plan this week is to do my best to get myself onto a better sleep schedule while continuing my focus on healthy eating and getting in a workout whenever I can. I'm trying to remind myself that a workout doesn't have to be running 3 miles, it can be crunches in bed right after my alarm goes off, arm circles while cooking dinner, lunges while putting away laundry.
How are the rest of you doing? Is anyone else experiencing the same up and down fluctuations I am? Does anyone have any thoughts on how to counter this? I'm looking forward to hearing from the rest of you! Report in everyone!!!
Having the same bad luck of up and down. I decided to stop pumping because I have to return to work and it has been very stressful. I think that took a toll on me so I am back to where I started. But today I started out with a morning walk, then an afternoon walk and trip to the gym :)
ReplyDeleteHi Katie! I weaned my last son this Spring after over 8 years of continuous breastfeeding (including nursing through pregnancies and often nursing a toddler and an infant!) and it threw my body into hormonal turmoil! Give it some time, you'll adjust. Be easy on yourself! The hormones of weaning can be just as hard as post partum hormones!
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ReplyDeleteIt was a pleasure to meet you on Saturday at the conference. You are one energetic, dedicated, passionate person (and Mom)! I can only say that since it was my first conference on the topic that I went home both energized and exhausted...an odd combination! I love your early Sunday "selfie" picture...we can all embrace our "other-selves" more honestly. Your week sounds like a civilian boot camp...full of challenges and obstacles! Sounds like you came out the other end in tact. Keep your eyes on healthy living...it can only help to move you to where you want to be! (I say this equally to myself...there's often so little "me" time left after spending energies elsewhere...my best hope most days is for a .75 mile walk around our neighborhood). Enjoy your week! :-)
Hi Stacy! I completely understand what you mean about feeling energized and exhausted, that's exactly how I felt!! It's so overwhelming. I deal with the day to day pretty well, but conferences like this remind me just how atypical our lives really are. Focus on the positives is what I always try to remind myself! Keep up those walks, even .75 miles can make a world of difference!
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